Sai Deva Please Respond My Prayers - Anonymous Sai Devotee

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Anonymous Sai Devotee from India says: Small devotee of Sai Baba from India. Om Sai Ram to all Sai devotees. I have written 2 experiences earlier but none of them published. I am writing this 3rd one in hope that Sai Baba would listen to my urges some day. I have just one wish to get back my love and we get married. We had lot of issues earlier also in our relationship but every time it got resolved though it took time. This time she has gone to US. There are so many visa changes that she is not allowed to come back as her visa is pending for approval (her visa got expired after 2 months and her company has filed extension which is pending for petition). As per new rule, if your visa is pending, you are not allowed to move out of country so she would not return until that time which could be anywhere between 3-6 months. I am totally helpless here and praying each and every minute of my life to Baba to bring her back do some miracle so that we could be one again.

I have done Nav Vrat also but nothing happened. My second Nav vrat is going on (6th) but still no positive sign. I have done whatever Baba has asked me to do through question answer site. Even went to Shirdi stayed 3 days, done aartis with full heart and devotion but no result. Doing sugar candy pooja, donating every now and then and what not but it seems Sai Baba is not even looking at my physical and mental efforts. I am very pure hearted person and just want her in my life and no one else. It is a humble request to all Sai devotees as amongst you there would be someone who would pray for my relationship and his voice would be heard by Baba.

I might have done sins in past or maybe at present Baba is just not answering me. I desperately needs her otherwise I will go mad. She is everything to me please Baba send her back to me please save my life, I beg from bottom of my heart. Please give my life back. Please forgive me my sins, my mistakes and accept my prayers. You know my situation how badly I am surviving without her. If You are there and helping Your devotees, I am sure You will hear me too. I have not done any bad to anyone and being Your devotee, You will never let me go empty handed. You have promised me to be with me and now I need You. You have to show Your miracle. Baba You have to bring us together. I will never ever leave You and keep on praying even if You let me die. That’s my promise to You and I am waiting for Your leela now. I am not testing You Baba. It’s a shear faith and as You love and have faith in Your Guru, I have faith in You. If You ask something from Your Guru does He deny? Even if I have committed mistakes, I have surrendered myself to You and now I am Your responsibility. Please Baba listen to me and get me out of this. Jai Sairam..Jai Shree Ram!!!



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