Shirdi Sai Baba Prayers from Anonymous Devotee from UAE: Devotee from UAE says, thanks to Hetal ji. Usually I used to share my experiences only, but this time I want to talk with SaiRam through this site and I need Him to remove my guiltiness from my heart.
Dear Baba, You are my very very close friend and You only know about me in this world more than anybody. Now I have made a mistake a long ago, but I have punishment for that now, You know well that I am talking now, my heart beats more because of guilty and I don’t have hunger and sleep now. Actually I should not have done this, everything was my mistakes, I agree Your decision, and it was my huge mistake to have a business deal with my close friend and even though I knew about their family situation and background very well. Actually I did it on business mind and to have a my commission also. But this incident showed me what is friendship and business in this world.
Dear friends, please listen I tell you all who are reading this site now, please don’t get confusion between business and friendship, be clear. Sometimes our mind would want money but be clear, if you want to help your friend just help them don’t expect anything from them and if you want to do business be on it but not with friend. I tried to cheat my friend for my commission, actually I recommended them something and got my commission but later they found this and asked me what about those details, I was dumb. But this is the first time for me like this, usually I am very generous minded and helping all my friends but only this issue I was on business mind which I remorse now. Please forgive me Baba. I agree this is my mistake. Please forgive me. Even if they go for consultancy they will charge the same, but I was their close friend so I feel guilty now and again I learned one lesson in my life. We usually keep friendship and business separate, I understood this truth now. Please forgive me for my mistake and don’t give me any punishment. I know if we commit any mistake, we will sure get punishment, but now I have realized my mistake and I beg You please don’t punish me for my mistake. But I lost my friend forever, hereafter lifelong I would not see their face and they also same. Anyway please Baba You too know that human makes mistakes often but I realised now, forgive me and don’t punish me, I believe it’s Your decision and also I gave them remaining money, now I am okay, but the guiltiness only killing me. Please remove it. I am very sorry Baba, and thanks to You to make understand everything and made me not doing any mistake, I have heard that You will not allow Your devotee to commit a mistakes and sin in their life, I wholeheartedly agree it. Thanks for everything, however You saved me from disaster. Please remove my guiltiness. You only know me well. Om Sai Ram.
Dear devotee, do not worry. Baba is karunamai. Remember what he says in Sai Satcharitra, chapter 50( Tembe Swami incident) he says : " I am the doer, either good or bad, why do you take the Karma Burdan on you. Just completely surrender to me…."
You can do Sai Kshat Nivaran Mantra: do one mala: 108 times. Here is the link:
http://www.prophet666.com/2010/08/shirdi-sai-baba-kasht-nivaran-mantra.html
Also you can do sai 9 Thursday Vrat. Here is the link : http://www.shirdisaibabakripa.org/2008/09/sai-baba-vrat-for-9-thursdays-with.html
Om sairam.Dear devotee… it is human to err. But once you realise your mistake and think not to commit again baba will forgive you. My personal suggestion is you can directly meet your friend and apologise for your mistake and explain your guilty mindset to him. May be if he forgives you then your mind may get relief. May baba bless you abundantly. Om sairam.
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Now that you have accepted and repented I am sure He will show you a way to bring back broken bond 🙂
Jai Sairam
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Dont worry, what has to happen has happenned and as Sai baba says never think you are doer, its the karma that has taken its dominance and made you do it.
Now as you are feeling bad, just concentrate on the feet of Sai Baba. He will give you peace. He will never punish anyone. Good and Bad people are same for him. He just wants you to realise and never commit that mistake and move on.
I hope you have shared your guilt with yur friend and pleaded him for excuse. Please do that, may be they may not invite it in the first instance but eventually they will understand that you are repenting.
Jai Sai Ram!!
Om Sai Ram