There Is No Justice In This World – Anonymous Sai Devotee

Shirdi Sai Prayers from Anonymous Sai Devotee from India: This devotee lost her father long back when she was just in her seventh standard. She went through lots of troubles because relatives were not supportive. Her only sibling took the charges of the family at a very tender age quitting his MBBS studies. Finally in the battle of life, they lost all properties and everything. Her elder brother got a cardiac arrest only at the age of 30+ age and this devotee took the sole responsibility of looking after her family. They started again from scratches with God on their sides.

Both the brother and sister were devoted to God. Brother moved to Chennai and was doing well with his quality analyst job in ‘Medical Transcription’. Sister was in another city, concentrating in her job. Perhaps destiny had other plans. In June 2012, her brother passed away in sleep, giving in his 11 years struggle. So sister rushed to Chennai, did all the final rites and came back to her workplace. Everybody was suggesting her to get married as there was none to look after her and her mother. So she uploaded her profile on two of the most prominent matrimony sites. Finally in the month of September she received a marriage proposal from a Tamil, software consultant working in Tokyo. At the first instance she did not talk to that prospect much. But after some days when interaction went on, she told all about her family situation and all.

The person seemed to be very caring, taking all the responsibilities of her and her mother. The person told he was searching for a family who would look after him as their own son since he also lost his parents. The girl thought God was blessing her with the gift of marriage. The person was so nice, sober and like minded. She wished a person like him as her life partner and the person was also telling the same. Soon there were lots of emotional exchanges as if they were already married. The person was telling, he would be visiting India in the month of December and meet her soon and everything would then be fixed. The girl was waiting for December 2012. Lots of plans regarding the person’s home coming.

Booking of car, accommodation etc. Before that he was telling, things were not going well in terms of work. Some people had been fired. He had to deliver some assignment on 15th December, so he would be visiting India on Christmas holidays and would be meeting the girl on the new year eve. On Christmas also they had long talk. She asked for his flight details and all. He was supposed to fly on 28th December and meet the girl on 29th. On 28th Morning, when the sms did not get delivered, she called on his Tokyo number. It was switched off. She got worried if there was any problem in the office or what because everybody knew the tension of the software industry and prayed a lot. Car was already booked. So she went to airport on 29th Morning.

He told previously that it would be a morning flight from Chennai. She checked all the flights till 9 am. But finally understood that the person did not come. And to her surprise, when she checked his gmail id, it was not working ( means deleted ). She kept on fasting prayer and on 31st December, she got the prompt in Tamil. She understood that the person landed in India. She kept on praying. Then on 10th Feb,2013 she got a call from his Tokyo number. Due to network disturbance, she could not hear properly, when she called back the number, it was switched off and simultaneously she received another call on her alternate number from an Indian number. When she called back, that number also gave the same prompt.

Later she checked with customer care, that was a Maharashtra SIM. Anyway six months passed by. The devotee had to do one year rituals of the brother’s death. Before that she heard of 9 Thursday’s Vrat. She kept the vrat but could not visit Sai temple because of the ‘Kalasouch’ ( one year restrictions after a person dies in a house). After one year puja, she went to Shirdi with her mother in the month of September 2013. Then in the month of December suddenly she received a call. It was Baba´s Leela only. The call got disconnected and she called back. And got to know it was he. He told he was not working then. He was in Singapore etc. She said okay, she would talk to him in the afternoon after going home.

Then they had a long talk. He told he had been fired and all. So many emotional talks after a gap of time. But she had a doubt whether this person got married or somewhere seeing matches. The person told he did not know what to do, he was without job etc. He didn’t know which direction his life was going. She then asked for his resume. He did not send. The friend of the girl told her to stand by with moral support that he needs at that time since he was jobless. The girl kept on sending motivational messages, Bible verses. Then again Jan 2014 the person called. Like that it was going. That he was in so much stress, not finding any job. If finally he did not get any, he had to go to London where his only sibling was settled. The girl kept on praying hard for his job.

Again did 9 Thursdays Vrat, visited Shirdi in May 2014. Baba was telling, ‘Wait my child, There was lot to know’. I would tell you. The girl visited Tirupati then in June 2014. Finally the person was agreed to meet her in Chennai before his visit to UK. The girl visited Chennai. He told that he was residing in a friend’s flat. And the SIM which he was using, that too was of his friend. The girl did not suspect. But entering the house she felt Baba’s presence. She first went to the pooja room unknowingly and got to see Baba’s statue. She was offering her ‘Namaskaram’ to Baba and praying too. But she did not know what was waiting for her. At the time, the person entered and kept ‘Vibhuti ‘ on her forehead. The girl thought everything was going to be fine. But everywhere in the apartment, she felt another female’s presence.

He told that his friend had relocated to Bangalore. So the girl thought that all the things lying here and there might belong to his friend and his girlfriend. The next morning he told, he was working on some project from home. He had to meet someone. So he left. The girl started cleaning the room, keeping things in order. Then she got to see some junk jewellery in the person’s suitcase. Her heart just got stopped. She went to pooja room and prayed to Baba again. What is this Baba, Why I am getting ladies’ things in his suitcase? Baba was standstill then she got a travelling receipt of Tokyo in some other name. Where it was showing some travelling allowance paid for the period of 01-11-2012 to 28-12-2012. She got surprised. That 28th was his travelling date, right. She was thinking, he was in Tokyo, his friend was in Tokyo. How come it would be possible? He kept on praying. Then he found a notebook, where one female’s name and that person’s name ( which she saw in the receipt) were written with heart sign and some petty cash expenditures from Jan 2013 to August 2013. And also, she got to see a visiting card in that person’s name. She did not call her mother or anyone. She just lost her nerves, still kept on praying to Baba.

Baba was telling , ‘Wait child, lot more to know’. At night the person came. While he was talking over the phone in his room, the girl got to see his wallet lying on the table. Perhaps Baba told her to see the wallet and she saw the driving license. Omg! the license was in that person’s name and he was from Coimbatore. She got to see his father’s name. And understood that this person had hidden his name and everything. His parents were alive. She did not shout. She just prayed to Baba to give her strength to talk to the person face to face. Then she asked him whether he was married or not. He said ‘no’. She did not speak anything. Next day early morning flight, she came back to her workplace. After 15 days of her return, he told over the phone that he was married but did not reveal when did he got married and all. Lots of fights thereafter.

The girl went to Shirdi again in October, 2014. Baba’s leela kept on going. In the month of February 2015, the person connected the woman on phone and made her talk to the woman. The girl politely talked to the woman and was just about to ask whether they were married when he was in Tokyo or not. The guy disconnected the call suddenly. The girl thought Baba was blessing her. Truth would be revealed and justice would be given to her. But the guy nicely managed. Still the girl expected a call from the woman, because no woman could sit silently talking to other woman. If she would have called, they could share and the truth would come out. But no such thing happened. Later, the girl got the marriage certificate from Coimbatore marriage registration website.

There she could see the person got married on 12th June 2013 and his marriage got registered on 24th December 2013. Just imagine how a person could do all these things with a cool brain. The girl could go to police station to lodge a report of fraudulence but what law and mere humans could do before Baba. So she left all to Shri Sai’s feet. From his google+ profile seeing all the nursery poems and all, she guessed that he was becoming a father but was not confirmed. The girl had all his friend’s connection from facebook . But she did not talk to anyone. Just prayed hard and left all to Sai. Her mother was not keeping well, seeing all this, her mother was finally admitted to hospital and had to undergo Angioplasty surgery. The person did not call for a single time.

The girl also did not. Baba made all the arrangements for the surgery. Her mother got discharged from hospital. She received a call again in August that he met with an accident. Nothing was going well, fights were coming out, there was no peace at all. So he wanted to take a decision, as something was not working. He wanted a discussion and wanted to know whether the girl would like to visit him since he was not keeping well. The girl knew, nothing would come out but did not behave harshly with him. Finally after Chennai Flood, she visited in Jan 2016 again. Perhaps Baba sent her to see him as a father of a baby boy. The girl went and got to know the truth. And this time she saw the woman’s photo. Baba knows how the woman looks. Perhaps Baba wanted to show her everything. She got the woman’s phone number. She returned. She just prayed and kept on writing prayer requests to Sai and to Shirdi Sai Gurusthan Temple, Coimbatore.

Prayers after prayers. Then in August 2016, the girl again got a call. The person was just crying like anything. He repeatedly told that God gave him punishment for all his wrong doings to the girl. The girl did not talk harshly since Baba always says to behave nicely. Rather she comforted and boosted him that he would be well soon. He told that his lower part of the body got semi paralyzed one fine morning and he had to undergo surgery. He was suspecting that the girl was cursing him and doing black magic. But there was no such thing. The girl told she only wrote to Sai.

Dear devotees, Baba again showed her the truth. One morning when she was writing prayer request, she saw someone had written a prayer request on behalf of him asking for his recovery after the terrific accident in Kuala Lumpur. The girl understood it was he only who wrote the request in disguise. She wrote the same in the SMS. And he was not answerable to her. He was thinking to provide some financial support to her while maintaining his family life with that woman. The girl did not agree with that. She told clearly, when there was a way of legal resort, then why he was not going that way. The guy got angry and wrote that he was unable to make any financial commitment as he had loans, as if the girl asked him for money. Baba knows, the girl never asked him for money even when her mother was in hospital. The girl did not tell anything. She kept on praying. She felt some evil spirit around her at her work place but she was sure Baba was protecting her.

Then 2017 came. She again got a call from the person in Feb that he wants to erase the bad things from her life. But how, being with other person? That was the girl’s question again. No girl can accept her man to see with other woman in front of her own eyes. It was very painful for her. Still she did not tell anything. Was praying to Baba as the guy told her to pray for their togetherness. Though she did not know what ‘togetherness’ means, she still kept on visiting Baba. She got coconut flower inside the coconut one day while praying and another day the coconut broke into cradle shape. Through all these good signs, the girl thought perhaps Baba was telling,” Wait Child, I am working on your issue.”

Then the time came for Coimbatore visit for Mandala Pooja. The person was supposed to visit with her and take a decision to start afresh. But he did not call the girl for a single time to ask if the girl was visiting, where she would be staying etc. The woman called the girl from the guy’s mobile to listen to the girl’s voice and to make the girl hear the baby’s giggles. If she was a good woman, she would not do such nasty things. Rather the woman would talk to the girl and would try to know the things. But the woman doesn’t do that. She does black magic to the girl, the girl feels evil spirit all around her.

After coming back from Coimbatore, the situation became bad only; as the girl asked the guy about his visit to her workplace. And finally it turned to a bad fight. The girl straight away told him, there is law where one can divorce and then marry again. The guy was not interested to do that. He was just thinking to take them in Chennai and give some money every month to run the expenses of the house. He can’t stay and maintain a family life with her. Then what’s the use, If the girl doesn’t have her husband and her own family, then what is the use of this womanhood. The girl could not accept and again it was a bitter fight.

Girl knows, the day when she can accept that person with that woman and their children ( obviously,the second baby is on the way) and she will not talk about her respect, social identity, then all will be fine. But is that possible? Can any girl see her man being in conjugal relationship with other woman every now and then. The guy knew very well, he was doing time pass in Tokyo, flirting with her, knowing that her brother just passed away two months back. He would never come to meet the girl and fix anything regarding marriage with that girl, then who gave him the right to play with the girl in the name of marriage. Was it God or satan working in that person’s life.

The girl does not know whether Baba is working on the matter, wheteher He will do a miracle and bring ajustice or not. It seems that there is no justice in this world as the wrongdoer is being blessed with all the good fruits of marital bliss. The girl doesn’t know how Baba is working on, she only awaits a justice in her life. Perhaps it will be, when she will be gone from this mortal world forever. Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai.

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