Dear baba .True love is suffering in silence indeed. All those honest conversations have taken place. Sometimes lead to fights. He said”setha sagaren” which means it doesn’t matter if he dies. I have persued him as much as I can. All those things you said, i have done. “Will you try to reduce for our tomorrow?” I asked. He tried, but he couldn’t, he said. So what do I do ? I have already hurt him enough, now I can’t initiate a breakup or anything. The fear that he might die before me at young age ..this fear consumes me everyday. I should just learn to live with that I guess. So my prayer to you is let him just find someone and be happy. I am afraid I will pay a huge price just beacause i love him. Dear baba , just end this relationship (I can’t hurt him or initiate breakup) if his habit is permanent. If you really care for me help me in this situation. Or you change his mind. I have done my part and it was emotionally tormenting. Now I am hopeless and completely helpless. Sorry baba . I am sorry but reading your answer kind of broke my heart. Cuz I know I can’t do anything anymore. How do I protect myself? How ? Please end this relationship peacefully. All I want is for him to be happy and peaceful. Add some of my years of life to him so that he lives a long life. I have nothing else to say. I am stuck.
