Baba please give me a chance to come and visit you at Shirdi. Please make me detached from my past. I have gone against your will repeatedly and repent for hurting and disappointing you. I humbly prostrate myself at your feet and surrender my family and myself to you. Please let our thoughts and actions be guided by you. I request you to help me take care of my ailing parents and son to the best of my ability. I am tired and exhausted physically and drained mentally. Please hold ny hand and guide me out of my past and help me to be in your thoughts always and fulfill my duties to my parents and son without any fear.
