Om Sai Ram.
Shirdi SaIibaba, I come to Your Dwarkamai tonight as I am, hiding nothing from You.
1. SaiBaba, send into my life the partner meant for me .. the right person, and soon. I can’t wait anymore. The wait is eating me from the inside. Let us find each other, love each other fully, and build a life that is steady and happy together. You know how long I have carried this wish, and how alone I have felt carrying it. I place it at Your feet and I trust Your timing over my own.
2. SaiBaba, grant sadhbuddhi to Stephen. There are days when I feel he leaned on me while he was suffering and turned away once he was well that I gave him everything I had and received short, dry replies in return, while his warmth, affection, entertainment and attention went to Julien, Guillaume, Seb, Joséphine and the rest. It hurts more than I know how to say, and I will not pretend otherwise in front of You. Give him clear sight, SaiBaba: let him see people as they truly are, and let him hold those who love him with the care they deserve. And whatever karma is owed for how he treated me let it come to him as You judge fit, not as I would judge it. You alone weigh these things correctly. I leave it in Your hands. Give me sadhbuddhi too, so that I see clearly and do not wrong anyone myself.
3. Baba, help me let go of the love I have for him. I don’t want to be emotionally dependant on him anymore. Take from him the power he holds over my heart. Let his messages, his silences and his choices stop deciding how my days go. Let me stop waiting. Let me love him as a friend without losing myself inside it. Free me, SaiBaba.. I cannot do this alone, so I lay this burden at Your feet, exactly as You told us to.
Shraddha and Saburi are all I have to give. Please accept them, and hold me until this passes.
Om Sai Ram. 🙏
