**Om Sai Ram 🙏**
I humbly request everyone in this group to keep me in your prayers.
I am going through one of the most painful phases of my life, and I feel completely lost. Mine was an arranged marriage, and for nearly three years I believed I had found my life partner. I trusted my husband wholeheartedly and built many dreams for our future together.
Over time, I came to know that he had hidden significant financial problems from me. The amount of debt gradually increased as more information came to light, and today it has reached around **â‚ą65 lakhs**. This completely broke my trust. The repeated lack of honesty and the way the truth came out in stages have left me deeply hurt and confused.
Looking back, I also feel there were other issues. He often avoided taking responsibility, had expensive spending habits despite being in heavy debt, and did not always show the level of respect and consideration that I expected towards my parents and my family. At times, I felt that every rupee I spent for my own parents was being noticed and questioned, which hurt me deeply. These experiences have left me emotionally exhausted.
Today, he says he wants to change and asks for another chance. But after everything that has happened, I no longer know what is right. I don’t know whether I should continue this marriage or walk away. My heart feels broken because the person I trusted the most is also the person whose actions have caused me the deepest pain.
The hardest part is not just deciding about the marriage—it is accepting that someone I believed would be with me for life may not be the person I thought he was. I never imagined I would reach a stage where I would have to make such a difficult decision after three years together.
I am not praying for any particular outcome. I am only praying for Sai Baba’s guidance. If this marriage can truly be healed with honesty, responsibility, and genuine transformation, may Baba bless both of us and show us the right path. If this relationship is not meant for my well-being, may Baba give me the courage, wisdom, and strength to accept that truth and move forward without fear or regret.
Please pray that Sai Baba removes all confusion, heals my heart, protects my future, and helps me make the decision that is truly right for my life. I surrender everything at His feet and trust that He knows what is best for me, even when I cannot see the path ahead.
**Om Sai Ram 🙏**