Prayer Request For Justice – Moumita Das

Shirdi Sai Baba prayers from Moumita Das from India: I lost my father long back in 1990. Recently, I lost my only sibling, my elder brother in June, 2012. I have no one in this world except my bereaved mother who also has undergone balloon angioplasty surgery last year. After my brother’s demise, everyone was advising me to get married, We were going through a traumatic phase of life and there we got a marriage proposal and we thought God finally blessed us. But what happened after that, Baba knows all. My mother can’t bear the pain, she cries secretly and I, myself drowned in grief, visited Shirdi in October, 2014 to pray for a justice. But the wrongdoer has not got his dues yet. Yes, it was a long struggle when the person did not visit me to fix the marriage and there after called back in Dec, 2013 and told that he was not working. After visiting Shirdi in May, 2014 and Tirupathi in June, 2014, finally we came to know the truth by God’s grace in July, 2014. And since then my mother and me are praying for a justice. But there is no justice until now. The wrongdoer is living a blissful life there in Chennai and Coimbatore. I see no hope, feel lost. I can’t utter words to pray also. I just write and submit to God. So here is my prayer request. If you all pray for a justice for me, I would be obliged to your benign selves. Om Sai Ram.


Being weary day by day, I can’t bear the agony anymore. I become weak. I pray, I hope that Baba will surely bring justice then again my hope fades away leaving me in distress. 2012 and 2013 somehow it went, praying for my brother’s departed soul and to get news about Karthikeyan Rajamani Amirthavalli, (Ramesh Arvind, by this name he introduced himself to us) and then July, 2014 came. I got to know the truth. Since then I have been praying to God to defeat the devil inside Karthikeyan Rajamani Amirthavalli who tempted him to do all the injustices to us. (Telling all lies about his name, native, etc) Making promises of marriage and then not meeting and fixing the marriage, what Karthikeyan Rajamani Amirthavalli did, Baba knows all. He has seen all what human eyes have not seen. I can’t bear to see that Karthikeyan living in comfort and enjoying all the good things and blessings in life Day by day I am becoming weary. There is no peace in my life. I will be happy only when I get to see that Karthikeyan gets punishment, repenting and lamenting about his misdeeds towards us. Just as the way he made our life miserable, made us suffer, made my widowed mother and me cry, may he get his dues in the same way. It’s been three and a half years now if we count from September, 2012. The devil is not yet defeated. The wrongdoer is yet to get any punishment, still enjoying a blissful family life in the city of Coimbatore and Chennai. Who gave him the right to make false promises with a bereaved family who lost their only son just two months back when he sent the marriage proposal and made all those emotional exchanges! Who else will defeat that devil, O Lord! How long, how long I will be praying with tearful eyes and crying O Lord! Is there anything too hard for You! Is there O Lord.

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  1. Please don't cry I can understand ur pain as v r baba's children we should never pray for anyone's bad just pray for ur happiness let baba deal with the culprit baba has his own ways to punish them do sai divya pooja pray for your happiest life baba will bless you with a beautiful life iam sorry if I hurt you in any manner I don't think iam writing all these for you believe that baba himself writing this for you mat baba bless you with a happiest life omsairam

    • Dear Sister,

      I had all these vraths, pujas. After that only, the truth came out to me. I am not praying here for anyone's harm. But praying for a justice for all the injustices done to us. We do not have any right to play with anyone's life and make false promises. Imagine yourself in my situation. Nobody is there to take care of you. Relative do exist physically but not to offer you any kind of support. And you are just helpless. What would you do if something like what happened to me happens to you. I pray that it may not happen to anyone so that they may not have to go through this kind of unbearable pain. What would you do when your sixty years above old mother fights for her life in hospital because of all these tensions and stress! Dear it's very easy to say but in reality we don't realize others' pain until and unless we walk in their shoes. It's not that easy. We become judgmental all the time. Not to hurt your sentiment, dear sister; I do not have any personal grudges against anyone. But we are not supposed to play with anyone's life. I have seen lots of people those who are nice to others and help others but they are the ones who get hurt and cheated and betrayed.Thing is that there is no justice in this world. The good one suffers here and the bad one enjoys life happily. That is what I experienced from this mortal journey of mine.

    • Looks like that guy karthikeyan is fraud. So please try tp move on . You are wasting all your good energy obtained by your puja on him ., he is not worth it.Instead pray to Baba to give you strength to go through this.

  2. Dear Sister,

    May Sai baba bless you to have a constant faith and remember his leelas.

    I haven't completely understood his (Karthikeyan) "wrongdoings", however considering that he had caused pain i can oonly say that leave all your frustrations at the feet of Sai baba.

    Sai baba, always told us to forgive everyone and dont carry any animosity beacuse maaya will take over you and only cause discomfort.

    Dear sister, thinking abour your revenge you have forgotten that you are sitting at the holy feet of Baba and looking elsewhere and hoping that some person needs to get punished. ISnt this looking so disrespectful to Baba. If we are at his holi feet try to concentrate at his smiling face and imagine his palm is placed on your head and feel the coolness in your mind and get goose bumps. '

    Our Beloved Sai also told us one story about veerabhadrappa (snake)chinnabhasavappa (frog) story in which they were paying the karma of their animosity and wrong doings.

    Dear sister, please remember you are blessed and you never did any wrong so you are able to connect with Sai baba and this website. This it self shows that Sai baba is watching you. Now your responsibility as a devotee is to visualise him and leave your frustrations aside. The other mishaps that happenned in your life would have been as per karma. May be you are destined to get a very good husband soon who would be willing to care of your mother too. You never know. Sai Baba always has greater plans which are unimaginable to his devotees.

    Just have faith in him. Trust my words, i also went through similar humiliation and initially i thought just like you but later post reading sai satcharithra i decided to leave my frustrations to sai baba. You know what within a months time i got the desired result and feeling happy the others have started feeling embarassment. But i wholeheartedly i removed my hatred in my heart and just looking at them as some unfortunate individuals who were dominated by Karma and on the other hand i have blessings of Sai Baba.

    My sincere wishes to you is that you should move on and think positively visualising your presence at sai baba feet.

    Jai Sai Ram!!

    • Dear Anonymous Sai Devotee,

      With most humble regards, I would like to state that Please don't be judgmental without knowing the whole thing. My father passed away long back (1990) when I was just at my seventh standard and losing my only sibling in June,2012; if all these are according to you are bad karma then I am not going to comment anything since nobody knows what other people are facing until and unless we walk in their shoes. Yes, I accept my ill fate even though I did not do any harm to the person to get treated like this.

      The person did not turn up from Tokyo to meet me in Dec,2012 to fix the date of marriage and everything. Before that he was telling there was problem going on in office. We thought he might got stuck with office problem. And at the same time ,was worried about him since he was working as a software consultant in Tokyo and everyone knows the tension of this software industry. Anything may happen anytime. We kept on praying, visited Shirdi in Sept,2013 and then again in Dec,2013 I got a call from this Karthikeyan Rajamani( Aka Ramesh Arvind) He told that he was not working. He was in Singapore etc. etc. Basically he is a tech lead in Wipro, Chennai and he was there in Tokyo for onsite. All these I came to know after my visit to Chennai in July,2014 after several prayers, nine Thursdays' Vrat and visit to Tirupathi. The person got married on 12th June,2013. His native is in Coimbatore. His parents are alive. Can you believe, somebody telling lies about his parents making them dead ! Aren't all these misdeed ? He got married to Viji Subramanian on 12June,2013 at KODUMANAL ARULMIGU THANGAMMAN TEMPLE, THAMMARETTY PALAYAM. I got the marriage certificate which I downloaded from Coimbatore Marriage Registration website. These are not my frustrations. These are the injustices ( cheating) done to a fatherless and a brother less and a bereaved widowed mother.
      I can't see my mother crying and her broken health which deteriorated because of all these. She is strong. Even her only son's death could not make her weak. She used to make her busy being active but could not bear this cheating and finally she had to undergo balloon angioplasty surgery last year.
      The good one suffers here and the bad one enjoys life happily. My friend's husband, after 10 years of marriage, is living with other woman, leaving her alone with the kid who is good at studies and is in 5th standard and the person is not bothered to spend a single penny for my friend and the kid. They are in sheer distress. She alone is fighting with a small job to raise her child. Now is this 'Karma' that left her in this situation ! Sorry, I do not agree. I have seen lots of people those who are nice to others and help others but they are the ones who get hurt and cheated and betrayed.Thing is that there is no justice in this world. The good one suffers here and the bad one enjoys life happily. That is what I experienced from this mortal journey of mine.

    • If you can do good to others, do that. If you can't, then excuse yourself. But do not make any other's life miserable. But do we follow in our life ? We chant God's name, Worship God's Idol but insult human in front of GOD for some food or bare necessities of life. God doesn't live in temple,mosque or church. HE lives inside man's heart. To serve man, is to serve GOD, is that what I have been taught in my school which was set by Swami Vivekananda's disciple Sister Nivedita who sacrificed her life for the sake of women empowerment in India.

  3. Very very sad…sometimes in real life, good people suffer a lot and evil people are happy…i hope you get justice, happiness and peace of mind..

  4. Om Sai Ram dear Sai sister. First and foremost please remember that through bad experiences we are not only paying for past karmas but they are also Baba ji's tests for us. We must learn to forgive and never wish harm for anyone. I am sure the person has caused you inexplicable harm and you are deeply hurt. I pray to Sai Ma to give you a beautiful and joyful future and along side strength to you to forgive the wrongdoers. Pray for your well being rather than for anyone's doom. Somebody's misery can never be a source of peace to anyone. By praying for punishment for someone you are only increasing negativity for yourself. Just pray to Sai ji for peace for yourself and your mother. Please forgive me in case you disaapprove of my views. May Baba ji bless you and your mother with immense happiness soon. Om Sai Ram.

    • Dear Anonymous Sai Devotee,

      Thanks for your prayer. It's very easy to be judgmental without walking in other person's shoes. I wish nobody has to go in this situation. I am not praying here for anyone's harm. But praying for a justice for all the injustices done to us. We do not have any right to play with anyone's life and make false promises. Imagine yourself in my situation. Nobody is there to take care of you. Relative do exist physically but not to offer you any kind of support. And you are just helpless. What would you do if something like what happened to you which has happened to you. I pray that it may not happen to anyone so that they may not have to go through this kind of unbearable pain. What would you do when your sixty above old mother fights for her life in hospital because of all these tensions and stress! Dear it's very easy to be say but in reality we don't realize others' pain until and unless we walk in their shoes. It's not that easy. We become judgmental all the time. Not to hurt your sentiment,I do not have any personal grudges against anyone. But we are not supposed to play with anyone's life. have seen lots of people those who are nice to others and help others but they are the ones who get hurt and cheated and betrayed.Thing is that there is no justice in this world. The good one suffers here and the bad one enjoys life happily. That is what I experienced from this mortal journey of mine.

    • Dear Moumita Ji
      Sorry for interrupting here, but I totally agree with you on two matters, first being there is nothing like past karmas….we have to pay for our karmas in the same birth itself….I strongly believe so….and the second is the person with the kindest heart suffers the most….and the living proof of that is myself only….even my friends have told me that I suffer because I am very kind to others….don't know what to do I try to act different but I really cant ;-(
      Om Sai Ram
      Anwesa

    • Thanks dear that at least someone could understand what I have gone through. It's very tough to pen down the things what happened, Somehow I wrote. I can't utter words now. I just write. Perhaps a hope is there, that a justice will be in favor of mine. Thank you for taking burden to go through my prayer request and understanding me. Thank you a lot. God bless you my dear.

    • No need to thank me….I feel good that I understood you 🙂 and I also feel good seeing that there are still few good and kind hearted people like you exist. May Sai bless you too and all your problems just vanish away. Take care of you mother.
      Om Sai Ram
      Anwesa
      P.S:Are you a bengali? Thought so by your name….I am a bengali

    • Yes, mere 'Thanks' is not enough to express gratitude..still..that's the only word that I say in return of your greatness. I am also glad to find you who has a great heart that understands others' pains. Thanks for your concern and all your wishes. Hope that paves a way for justice for me. Thanks a lot dear. And yes, I am a Bengali. Your guess is correct.

  5. Dear Sairam,
    Please bless this devotee with a very good future filled with peace, happiness, good health and prosperity. Please bless her mother too so that their future is peaceful from now on.

  6. I will pray for you to have a beautiful life by His blessings from here on. May Baba bless you and your mother with peace and happiness 🙂

    Jai Sairam
    Sharma

  7. I am thankful to dear sister Hetalji and all to allow me an opportunity to request a prayer for my mother and myself. Thanks to all those who understood my pain. I have sent prayer request to Shibpur Sai also and had a talk with respected Amitji. He offered my prayers at Baba's lotus feet and assured that there will be an answer as Baba personally has told him. Thank you all.

    Regards,
    Moumita Das
    Hyderabad

  8. Thank you a lot respected Sai sister Hetalji for allowing me an opportunity to share my agony here. Dear sister, I would personally request you to pray for us that we get a justice. It's been three years and a half. We are yet to receive any justice. My mother who never have had any heart complications when my brother passed away in June,2012, developed this cardiac problems only after going through this stress, tension and turmoil. It's too agonizing for us dear sister to see the cheater and the liar living happily and enjoying all the comforts and blessings of life in Chennai and Coimbatore city.( Now blessed with a baby boy in Dec,2015). We are really weary dear sister. It's better, LORD take us back home where my father and brother are resting.
    Regards,
    Moumita
    Hyderabad

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