Baba Help Me – Anonymous Devotee

Shirdi Sai Baba Prayers from Anonymous Devotee from India: Hello Hetal ji, I am from Mumbai and got married last year. Since then my life has changed completely. My married life is very disturbed due to my husband’s egoistic, stubborn nature and my mother in law. My husband is in Australia as he earns well my MIL (mother in law) wants him to be under her control. Every now and then she keeps complaining about me to him. Its only 6 months, i was with my husband in Australia and rest of the time with my parents and in laws. Before marriage i used to work in one of the reputed IT company and earned really well. I had to quit my job due to marriage. But soon after that I realised that was the biggest mistake of my life. My husband hardly send money to me and i am totally dependent on my parents financially. I had a salary account in bank. Last month i started getting messages from bank that since there is no salary getting credited we have to stop the benefits of that account and 31 March was the last day. I was also in the need of money at that time and i was at my in laws place so there was nothing i could do about it apart from praying Baba to help me. He did answered my prayer. On 31 March (Thursday) at around 8 pm i got a message from bank that 9000 thousand rupees have been credited in my account. I thanked him for being there and helping me.

But I am having a very very turbulent married life and i am really stressed. It’s been 2 months my husband and I haven’t spoken nicely to each other. I tried my level best to make things better but he is very adamant. I do not have job in hand. Conditions were so worse that i even lied to him for money (Baba forgive me for this if you can, i don’t want to justify myself here because I know what I did was wrong. I will never do this again even if i have to sleep with empty stomach). I do not want to get divorced. I pray day and night to Baba to inculcate some good thoughts and habits in my husband. I sometimes even feel very low and lonely. I feel like committing suicide and closing the chapter forever but my parents love me. They will be shattered, i know. I do not have any ray of hope except my Baba. Those who are reading this, it’s my hand folded request to pray for me. May be my prayers are not reaching to Baba. But I trust You Baba, You won’t let me down. Om Sai Ram.

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