Shirdi Sai Baba Prayers from Anonymous Devotee from India: Om Sai Ram, i am a small devotee of Baba from past 9 years. In 2007, my brother shifted to America leaving behind my bedridden mother. Everything become so dark but Sai Baba gave me immense power to help my family. At that time, we went to doctors and they told us that only 2 years are left for my mother. But i never gave hope. I applied Udi regularly. Even after 8 years, her health did not improve but Baba gave her more life than expected. She got expired in January 2016. Before one year, i got married. My husband told me, relieve your mother because she is in so much of pain. Our first child will be your mother. I thought maybe he is right, my mother was in so pain even i can’t see her like this. So i thought if Baba will is this, i will accept. One day she left us. In 9 years, Baba helped me so much that i can’t express. It’s not easy to take care of bedridden patient but i did because of Baba. I left my job also. But i have no regrets because mother is everything. May be Baba wants to wash my sins that’s why He wanted me to serve my mother. Maybe her next birth will be better than this one.
My brother even didn’t come to her funeral and now he is saying, i will take care of my father because now he needs property. This is Kalyug, even my father also says he will go with him because now he needs to think about his future. I said, it’s ok but leaving all this i want to have baby. I had a miscarriage in December. I went to doctor. As my age is 32, she told me that my egg is not growing, i don’t why it is. I felt so helpless at that moment, i was lost. Pain after pain but as i started reading blog i am regaining my lost confidence. But why pain for those who perform their duty and my brother has now become so rich still he thinks that i should be out from house as what i did is for property. May be there is some mistake in my prayers that’s why after so much struggle, i faced this. Everyone says to me, you take so much of stress that’s why your problem has raised but i have lost my mother. I can’t write more but Baba please help me. I want to have my mother back and i want baby. Maybe after my marriage, i become little weaker in my prayers but now please help me Baba, please help me.