Waiting for Baba’s Blessings – Anonymous Sai Devotee

Shirdi Sai Baba Prayers from Anonymous Sai Devotee: A devotee who did quit after endless devotion. It has been 2 years when i devoted myself to Baba’s Feet. Devoted to an extent that whatever i use to do i seeked Baba’s Blessing. I had committed mistake which was killing me from inside. I asked Baba for my help because I was not able to console myself anymore.

From 2014 and 2015 complete year i had surrendered myself but gradually I become weak and shattered one day and left everything on His Will. But My Sai Baba never came to save me. One day i left my house to suicide myself but could not endure enough to do that. Baba please help me out. I can not bear it anymore. If I have to suffer please take this life as I don’t have any reason to smile. No one returns from Your Samadhi Mandir empty handed, then why did You send me empty handed? 11 Promises never go waste then why with me not even One Promise came true? What justice is this? Why are You not blessing me? I will not be able to see now, I’m leaving. What is the point in coming to Sai, if the desires of Your devotees make no difference to You? Everything is ruined. Even You look at this. You made me disappointed. No matter how hard I try there is not even a ray of hope- a weeping and sad devotee…

© Shirdi Sai Baba Prayers

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9 Comments

  1. So saddened to hear your story.. Don't lose faith .baba will definitely help. Chant his name and think of him always. You will feel relief. God bless you and your worries come to an end

  2. My prayers to our Benevolent Deva on your behalf. It is tough hanging in there, trust me as I have also faced problems that made me think this way, but find that will to surrender with faith. A faith so strong that your problems look minuscule and you get the confidence back.

    Jai Sairam
    Sharma

  3. devotee, Just try to have immense faith in Sai Baba. I think you are concentrating too much on your wants rather than having faith in Sai Baba.

    You have said that not even one in his 11 vachana are true w.r.t you. Please dont be selfish in saying this, one of his promises is if anyone have immense faith in him he will save them wherever they are however they are. The other promise is leave all your troubles to him and concentrate on his divya murthi.

    I think you are praying him with a mindset to fulfill your desires. This is purely selfishness. You just have to pray him considering his divinity and faith. When you approach him this way you will see that your mind is calmed. You will feel his bliss.

    Read sai satcharithra in one week. You will see his divinity.

    Trust me

    Om Sai Ram!!

  4. Dear shirdi sai baba
    Bow to your feet baba sai.its a baba day and i rqst you for above said devotee rqst and prayer for above devotee pls forgive and forget all sins of past present known unknown sins and bad karma of obove devotee and bless them not repeat again.
    Baba saivpls rqst you to bless all hsppiness positive thinking blessed positive karma all love peace from all over universe .blessed all love peace happiness joy success and prince like lyf style.blessed all hsppiness in any situation of lyf whether sad or happy hold the devotee withvpositive thinking and doing.guide him peotect him love him and accept him all his blessings upon above devotee now allwaus forever.
    So accept my rqst and prayers for above devotee today prayers rqst.blessed the most expensive diamond faith and paitence with all happiness.om shirdi sai ram.blessed thursday.love to be all peace to be all.
    Yours faithfully
    Rohitshrutikaurtiwary

    Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you

  5. SAI PLEASE HELP THE ABOVE DEVOTEE……. OUR ONLY SAVIOUR IS SAI.. AND IF U R NOT HELPING WHO ELSE THE ONE WHO HELPS US SAI…. PLEASE BLESS HIM BABA. PLEASE SAI………..

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