Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India: Hi all. I am a simple devotee of Baba. I love Him. I find Him standing with me in all my endeavors. He is the only support I live on with. But from past 1 and half year I am totally restless. I am totally depressed. With Baba’s blessings I got married in Feb 2018. I am happy with my husband and in-laws also.
But Baba right from the beginning You have given me everything to live an independent life. I am well educated and had a good paying job. I have lived in a metro city right from my birth. But after marriage I am not allowed to work. I am supposed to live in a far away village with all sorts of old traditions. I cannot live with my husband though we wish to. He has great problems in his job. He is not at all happy with it. I am totally depressed about my living condition in the village. I don’t understand how do I cope with it. I get so frustrated that I have continuous sleepless nights. I have started hating all my family. Baba I am not happy like this. If I fight for my happiness I am blamed for being a modern minded person. Nobody is supporting me Baba. What shall I do? Baba when will You shower Your blessings Baba? Help me and my husband too. Love You Baba.