Anonymous Devotee from India says: Sai Maa, Bow to You Sai Maa. I am a small devotee of Sai Maa from Tamilnadu. Sai Maa, I am writing this prayer to You with Your blessings only. Please forgive me for all the sins and mistakes I did in my life. You know everything happening in my life, no need for a letter to write. But still writing to get the blessings of Your kind hearted devotees too. Please guide me and forgive me for my scolding too. I don’t have anyone except You Sai Maa, I am alone. Even I knew You from my childhood, I surrendered to Your Feet when I was in love with a guy and problem in getting marry to him. I loved him a lot like a mad I was those days even now I couldn’t forget him. I begged You to make my parents to accept my love and to get marry him with their permission. But everything went wrong my parents did not accept, he left me and hurt me. The person who I thought as my life, threw me away from his life. What wrong I have done Sai Maa? Because of him, I lost my career, I lost my happiness, I lost my life, my parent’s lost trust on me. But now he is leading a happy life with good career. Why these all happened in my life. I prayed You with full hope but You did not accept my prayers. But years passed, i thought You just saved me from a wrong person who is unfit for my love so it all happened. But now Sai Maa, 2 years have passed and there is no change in my life. I am writing so many exams. Even with all my efforts used, I am not clearing any to get a job. I couldn’t try for my last job field I worked as I left with a long gap. I couldn’t face anyone. I lost my confidence too now. My friends all settled with a good job in Top MNCs, do You think I am inappropriate to get a job, I also have responsibilities Sai Maa.
I also have small wishes in my life. Without a job, I couldn’t face anyone in my life. Being idle at home is killing me Sai Maa, am I born for sin? Why these much troubles and failures in my life Sai Maa? I am totally fed up Sai Maa and full of frustration. Why Sai Maa You are not hearing my prayers? I realized Your presence 2 or 3 times when i am going in wrong path, You saved me and warned me, You cured my nephew’s illness within a few minutes. But while coming to my prayers You are hiding somewhere. At last coming to marriage issue, You know very well i am 26 now but till now my marriage is delaying because of my mistake I have done but now I realized and accept for marriage I asked You to give me true love and caring person as my husband. But some people pulling me to wrong paths Sai Maa. I am afraid of doing that please save me from that too Sai Maa. Please bring happiness in my life too. I am also yearning for that. It’s like living in a hell this loneliness making me ill. Please show me a way please show light in my life. Please provide me with a good job and life partner Sai Ma. I don’t have anyone except You, I don’t have any other hope in my life. Please Sai Maa show me mercy, be kind to me Sai Maa. I am doing wrong things in this frustration, please show me the correct path. Dear Sai devotees, please pray for me to get my life on correct path. Om Sai Ram.