Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from Australia: Sai Ram dear Baba’s beautiful children! Sai Ram Hetal ji. Thank you for your huge services for Baba and His devotees. I am a Sai daughter. That is all my introduction. I am writing this with a heavy heart as I am deeply struggling with my self esteem and confidence issues.
I feel I am really dumb or may be autistic or something not right with me. I even think of ending my life sometimes. I’m tired of this life now. I know I am very sensitive and compassionate inside. Though I hold a Masters degree still I feel I am good for nothing. After going through so many years of terrible time in my personal relationships I have lost my real self. I used to be very confident and impressive girl. But the hard time has really affected me deeply inside. Though Baba has improved a lot in my personal life but now my low confidence issues are affecting my job. I cannot continue my jobs for long due to my sensitivity and confidence issues and keep changing. At the moment I am feeling hopeless and don’t know what to do with my life. I am getting panic attacks and feel anxious all the time. I am ridiculed at work even for a tiny mistake. And the thing is I have forgotten to fight for myself and locked myself inside. I am praying to Baba. He even shows His strong presence lot of times but I am hitting rock bottom.
Please pray for me to Baba dear devotees. I genuinely request you all. I feel panicky to go to work. I keep crying alone. I cannot keep changing my jobs. I have to prove to my family that I am not useless. May Sai take away all your pain and troubles and surprise you all with His beautiful miracles in your life. Om Sai Rakshak Sharnam Deva Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai.
Have faith in Him, stay strong. May He bless you with happiness and peace.
May Baba bless you, have you considered therapy? It might be helpful, there are medications that can help with panic attacks, please visit a psychologist/psychiatrist and they can help. Jai Sai Ram!
Om sai ram hai sister me too sailing in the same boat once very confident now with no self confidence ,esteem and feel so inferior and hopeless due to many issues but because of all this one solace is baba drew me closer to him I tell him everything and cry to him rest he will take care and do what we deserve.my prayer to baba for your happiness.om sai ram.
I'm going through the same for years but Baba is taking care of our lives so we will be fine, bad time is passing, good time is coming. Meditate please meditateOm Sai Ram