Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India : Om Sai Ram to everyone. I am a 25 year old girl from Tamil Nadu. Thank you Hetal mam for this platform to showcase our experiences and submit our prayers under the holy feet of Baba. May Baba bless you with everything you wish. I have shared my experiences and prayers in this forum.
I am unemployed for more than one year now. All my efforts are in vain now. I got education loan from one PSU. Now the branch manager is coming home often for the repayment of loan. But I don’t have a single paise of my own and my family is also not stable. My brother is the only one working in my family. I cannot ask him for this. If I ask also he won’t give. My mom also started to hate me because of this and my love issue. Last week I felt ashamed of myself and afraid that what I will answer if bank manager comes to home. Baba saved me now but what will do in future? Please Baba show me the way. Now my lover’s mom is pressurizing me to start the marriage talk to my mom. How will I ask her to get me married without doing anything to her? Also she doesn’t like my lover, even if I start the topic she will not talk to me and I can’t bear the pain. Every way is blocked in my life now. 3 years of my life is wasted. I don’t want to be like this. Please bless me to lead life or take my life. Om Sai Ram.