Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India:
It is been more than seven years that I am in the lotus feet of Baba. In these years I have experienced many miracles and have also been to Shirdi many times. Baba’s unfathomable leelas are difficult to express on this blog. All I can say is that He is my father, my complete family. I consider Shirdi as my home. Baba is always with me.
Dear Sai papa, it is an open letter to You. I have no one, no relation except You. Baba with Your blessing I got married in 2018 online. Baba You know well that my sister- in- law is creating problems for me. Both my husband and sister- in- law did not inform me that my sister- in- law would stay with us as she has some marital discord. Although my husband loves me and even supports me still his financial condition is very weak. He also does not keep good health. He does not understand me.
My small mistake is taken as big. My mother-in-law has pacemaker. Every time I am warned that my actions would lead to her death. During marriage there was no one from my side. My husband keeps taunting me that there was none from your family and nobody came. Everything was done by my sister. I acknowledge her efforts but not at the cost of my mental peace or marriage. As such there is no relationship formed between me and my husband. My husband is also in debt due to unnecessary expenses in marriage. Baba he is also Your devotee but according to him You have not shown him any miracles. He is of complaining nature and often speaks ill about other people. I often ask him to leave this habit but he always cribs about the past.
My sister-in-law thinks that she has only done everything. She fights with her husband and is not going to her in-laws place. This is creating big confusion. I get irritated due to this. My husband says that I am full of anger and have lot of negative traits. He regrets marrying me. He thinks that his family, his sister is right in all respects and I am totally wrong. He says this to his few friends also. I don’t know what is happening Baba. My future lies in Your hand. Baba, please take me out of this situation. Baba a loan needs to be passed so that all the debt could be cleared. Baba kindly help us. Please show Your miracles. Baba I know You Yourself will come to shower Your blessings. Baba please help. Baba, please come as early as possible. Baba, please call me and my husband to Shirdi. Let all our sufferings end due to Your divine presence. Om Sai Ram.