Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India:
I have been always thinking that I am Baba’s daughter whom Baba has kept close to His heart. That had been my ONLY identity till now. When all forsake me, I thought Baba is with me. Baba has to confirm this if true.
Baba, I am at the weakest point in my life. You know the worst things I have gone through in life, that no one should ever go through. Despite that, I went through everything bravely thinking You are holding my hand, that all will be well. But now I have lost all will power. If everything has to be ordained by my past Karma, and if Your Fakir is still not allowing You to help me, then how long should I continue hoping for a slightly better life. Absolutely nothing is going right, still I am smiling Sai. Have mercy on me. Have tried my best to be Your best Devotee, follow Your teachings to whatever event possible. I have none to turn to. Please tell me You are with me. Please don’t leave me now. Have no one Baba. Have no one. You are my Sarvasva (everything). If You let me down, I don’t want to live. Kill my parents, daughter and me. Because we are all dependent only on You. What is the use of living a life like this?