Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India: I would prefer to remain anonymous. I have been a devotee of Sai Baba for more than 30 years. My life/I am what I am only because of Him.
I am a working woman. Very independent minded. With hard work and Baba’s blessings I did very well professionally and financially. However, for the last 1 year, things have been very difficult. I lost my job. I got a new job within a month by Baba’s grace though the pay was about twenty five percent less than what I was earning before. I took it up as I had no other option. However, right from the beginning, l was not happy with the job. As a result, I hate going to work. As months passed by, the company started doing badly and I was given half my salary and that too late. The balance salary was supposed to be given in July but I still haven’t got it. Now I have been told to take a 50% pay cut or move out. I have a twenty lakh loan to repay; I can’t stop working as it will burden my husband (who is very supportive).
Unfortunately, maybe because of my past karmas, I haven’t been able to get a job for the last 1 year. I don’t know what is in store for me? My day starts with Baba’s thoughts and ends with it too. I’m terribly anxious, stressed and unhappy. Reading this blog and Sai Satcharitra amongst the other things has kept me going. Baba, help me and please show me the way. At least tell me when this will end. Give me some clue. Help me be patient and tide through this taxing time. I know You will save me. I am waiting. Jai Sairam.