Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India:
I have been a devotee for many years but facing relentless attack of misfortune.
Baba, everything has been destroyed during the last five years and there is nothing hidden from You. My very own back stabbed me and looted me mercilessly but You remained mum whereas I continued with my devotion like never before. This happened to me despite living an honest and righteous life as per Your teachings and You know that very well.
The looters are enjoying a good life abroad whereas You sent me to places where I never wanted to be. My heart is broken and my faith is shattered. You come to Your devotees in the time of need but You cannot see my clean heart. It is strange, Deva. You know how I have lived my life with absolute honesty, thus losing my own things. Today I weep but no help is coming from You. I am not a one day devotee. I have held on to Your feet despite being on death bed. I feel disappointed and sad that thieves are rewarded and a simple devotee is punished. Hope You restore my faith tonight.