Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from Seychelles:
Om Sairam I miss You, bless me always.
I’m an orphan looking for Baba’s blessings always.
Om Sairam I am became numb, depressed and stressed a lot. The person whom I admire a lot and who means a lot to me is far away from me. I can’t even show my care and affection for them. I lost a family who means a world to me. The pain is killing me every moment.
I am dying in guilt of giving those troubles. You are the One Who has done every good things for all of us. I am dying inside because of stress. I beg You to be with me. I don’t want to exist in this world where my care and affection have got no values. In front of You I am not even a worm.
What kind of life I am going to live hereafter? Forgive me. My stress will affect her. I am scared about my life. I want to help all of them always. I beg You to wash my karma. Please Sairam hold my hands, I feel like I am drowning in my own complex and guilt. I beg You be with me or take me away from this world.