Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from USA:
I am a simple devotee of Sai Baba!
Om Om Sairam!
I again started writing letter to You. First of all I am very, very sorry for all my doubts, disbelief, not feeling happy at all, worrying unnecessarily. I know that Your power is magical and unfathomable. Still I am not feeling happy. Lot of reasons behind it. And You know all of this. But I want to pen down all my thoughts and prayers to You which gives me a sort of relief. This is also a miracle by You; if not then how come I got this idea of writing letter to You come to me after many years? I could feel and sense all Your miracles in my life. Thank You and grateful to You forever!
Sorry! I think I am depressed. I feel like I lost my confidence. I thought it was quite easy to start my career. But I found it very, very difficult. I don’t know what my team mates/managers are thinking of me. I feel that I am lacking behind so much. Now I feel I am neither concentrating on career nor on family. I can be happy but I am not able to. I seriously don’t know. I am feeling like I am missing something in my life. You know, going back to work (starting career in US) is my dream. You all made it happen through a big miracle. Am I worth for to have another one? Do I deserve for Your blessings? If not, what will I do? I am not able to pray calmly nor concentrate. Please, please do something to get my H4 & EAD approved in two months. I am literally in fear. Help me to be a good girl, good learner and good working girl.
Next, I am comparing myself with others! I can feel You Appa. You know all about my mood! Please, please forgive me and bless me with Your abundant and happy blessings.
We are planning to buy a house in Bentonville. I want of having another healthy, happy and lucky baby (son) in my life very soon through normal delivery in Bentonville (In one year or in one and half year). Bless me to have good mindset, confidence, health, financial stability, environment and mood.
Bless me to be financially independent, physically and mentally healthy, happy, strong and fit.
Om Sairam! Peace to be all! Victory be unto Sai!
This corona issue! We cannot go out freely, no office, no vacation, no outings which made me even sadder. So please bless all and save us from this corona!
Thank You Appa. Though my letter is very long, You only made me to pen down all this. Everyday is a miracle!