Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from Australia:
Thank you for the team member for praying and keeping the hope of life alive.
I have been into serious believing Baba for more than two years and have known Him from years back. May be due to my past karma or the sins I had done in this birth I feel that I am unable to find grace in my Baba’s eyes. I read Sri Sai Satcharitra every day and member of Mahaparayan group MP-4659N1. However my mind is filled with negative thoughts and I do not find peace. My daily activity revolves around Sai but Baba can You please listen to my humble prayers? I have been seeking Your darshan and guidance to make me a better person. I have done everything that is in my hand like 5 days Sai Diya Pooja, Sai Baba Nav Guruwar Varat, chanting Your name is on.
My confidence is at rock bottom low. With great difficulties and challenges I got back by job which I was redundant for 3 months due to COVID. The work pressure is much in my present job and working all alone at night has given me all the thoughts. I had tried and attended interviews in my dream company but did not get selected Baba. It is not that I am new to this industry as I know in and out about hospitality after working in field for last 12 years. Even after struggling for more than 12-15 hours daily my financial position has not improved and I am so hopeless and tired mentally and physically. Present company was ready to sponsor me for my work visa however COVID had ruined my dreams.
We want to plan our family but with fear of our financial status that too we cannot do. Baba age being a factor we are worried and also the age gap between two kids is going to be much. Baba all my dreams and hopes I lay at the lotus feet of Yours. Please listen to my prayers and give me some source of happiness to share. With mental and physical pressure I have forgotten to smile in life and laughter is stranger to me. Many things are out of my reach but it is just at the snap of Your holy fingers Baba. Make me strong and bless me with my desire and let me be able to fulfil my dreams with Your blessings Baba. Baba I think that You bought me to a far away land for a reason, let me live up to.
Reading the holy blog I shed tears to see the miracle stories of devotees. When thousands of people are blessed why is it me only that I did not find grace in Your feet Baba? I have faith or Shraddha but my patience or Saburi is shaken Baba. I hope every day, that I will also have miracles to share and try keep going in my life.
Back home my parents are old and not keeping well. Please bless them. Bless my brothers, in-laws and friends.
Baba I want to be blessed and lead a righteous path. I have not left anything not to get Your blessings Baba. I have been trying and will keep trying to impress You and hope one day You will bless and make the deserted life of mine a green one. Om Sairam Om Sri Ananthakoti Brahmandanayaga Rajadhi Raja Yogiraja Parabramha Sri Sachidhanandha Samartha Sadhguru Sainath Maharaj ki Jai.