Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India:
I am small devotee of Baba. Please do not disclose my name, details and country.
Om Sairam. Baba please help me write. I only have this platform to share. Thank you Hetalji.
I always have tears when I see happy family and their affection. But by Baba’s grace, we could get the love, affection. I don’t have that strong bond. In my childhood days, it was very tough one. I decided to remain single. But I always had to suffer a lot. Whenever I had tough situations in my life, again additional problems were added. I have led a worst life that I couldn’t even imagine. Sorry Baba I couldn’t bear the cruel treatment. While I was a student, she came under the influence of evil person and did what the bad people told, sent me to the meditation centre, which made people emphasize that there is no God and no prayer was allowed, which I could not bear and which was not for me as I was a devotee and always went to temple on Thursdays. I was stopped from going to the temple for more than 14 months. I used to be a good student. I couldn’t study after that and I was made to work and give all the money away which I had earned. I was not in good health and I was not in a state that I could even eat properly. When teachers told me to continue my study, she told me harshly, in this state if the same happened to your teachers then they will know. In my mind I thought I was made to work even though I was sick and could not eat. On the other hand, my studies were stopped. I tried many times to continue my studies but could not. Now it has been 6.5 years since I could not join any colleges for Masters.
Our family life was ruined and hard earned money was looted. People don’t know the how one would feel others’ sorrow. My story is similar to the story of Sripada Srivallabha Charitramrutham chapter 33. When we try to do our best also there were many obstacles, only by the blessings of Baba we can do our best. Everything is in the hands of Baba. When I happened to go the Datta temple only, I got strength to face problems in my life. I am always indebted to Datta Prabhu, Sai Baba. I cannot thank Baba enough and cannot repay His debt in this life and others’ lives. Baba please help me bear the situation and rescue me and my family. Please forgive me for my bad karmas done knowingly and unknowingly in this life and past life. I completely surrender at Your holy lotus feet. Baba please bless all the devotees, please save my family. Om Rajadhiraj Yogiraj Parabramha Shri Satchitanad Sadguru Sainath Maharaj ki jai.