Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India:

I came under Baba’s feet in 2014. He blessed me with my love and job.
Then due to circumstances I couldn’t do the poojas like before. He blessed me with a boy baby in 2019. Now he is 2 years. These two years were nightmare for me. The problem is he is not responding to our words and eye contact is poor. He developed head banging habit. Due to this I am very much depressed. I am running a preschool and raised many children. I am very scared now why Baba done this to me. 

Nobody can manage him except me, even his father gives some excuses to escape from taking care of him. I couldn’t write up what’s going on in my mind. All I want now is please make my child normal. I am scared of going out because everyone is seeing him differently. I am avoiding going out to escape those situations. Please do something Baba. I don’t have anyone except You. I didn’t even share this to my husband that I am scared this much. I am acting like everything is normal; others are giving some lame opinion. But I only know what I am going through. 
I can’t hear others blaming my child. Why You did this To me? At this age he should speak and sleep normally. Nothing is normal here. I didn’t get a proper sleep in these two years. Everyday is going like hell and I can’t concentrate on the school and other things now. Because of this now we are in huge debt. Don’t know what to do? Please make the situation better. 
Pooja Garg
Pooja Garg
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