Forgiveness And Hope – Anonymous Sai Devotee

Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India: I don’t want to disclose my identity, I am a working girl from Telangana. I was in 10th class when I first saw miracle of Sai Baba since then I follow Sai Baba.

Om Sai Ram, Sai Baba has always given me everything I asked. For last few years I hadbeen doing some wrong deeds and I didn’t even realise that this world is full of karma and what we will sow today we have to reap tomorrow. Recently in January I met a guy. On 23rd may I introduced him to my parents and on 5 June that boy stopped talking to me because of my past deeds. Though I told him many things but his sister got to know about it. She told everyone in his family and that boy told me initially that he would never leave me but without any information he blocked me from everywhere. I got shattered and I lived alone, I took off from my office, came to my hometown and I cried like crazy. I am always upset, from 29 june I started Saptah parayan. Today is 2nd day. I am atleast feeling relieved a bit. I don’t know what has happened to my life, my happiness? Just because I made people cry may be that is why I am suffering today. Sai Baba please forgive me and I promise I will never ever repeat what I have done in past.

I was upset because my parents were so happy when they had met this guy. I thought all my problems got resolved and now finally I would then lead a happy life. But this sudden change just in weeks has made my life miserable. I do not know whether he will ever come back to me or not, but I just want to ask Baba to take full control over my life and guide me, because I don’t know what is right for me and what is wrong. Sai Baba please I request You to solve all my problems and give me simple and peaceful life. Also whomsoever I have hurt and made them cry in past, please help them to gain all the success in their life. I am sorry Sai Baba from the bottom of my heart, my intention were never bad for anyone but still I did wrong things for which I am paying now. Baba please, please, relieve my tensions and give peaceful life and if possible bring him back to me please. He was good initially. Don’t know what happened to him. I surrender myself to You, do whatever You feel right for me. Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai.

© Shirdi Sai Baba Prayers

Pooja Garg
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  1. What you have done is correct, accepting your mistakes, surrendering to Him and letting Him show you the right path. May He bless you and yours with happiness and peace.

    Jai Sairam

  2. Well, sorry won't erase past karma …all spiritual books say you can pray to God to let you tide over the pain caused by your karma … karma always comes back. sooner or later … start doing good deeds like helping poor to create good karma

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